Let me just stop, take a deep breath and try to relax.  I’ve been running on what feels like all fours and I feel like I’ve just jumped into a bottomless pit of water.  I have once again found myself trying to catch my breath which is only successful if I can convince my brain to make me yawn.  I am finally an Substance abuse counselor intern with the state of Texas and I recently got a great promotion.  So now I am swinging back and forth between two positions.  It is a lot of fun and I am learning so much but at the same time it is a lot to ingest.

In addition, I have been approached about a research study on the outcomes of adolescent recovery and sobriety.  It is an opportunity of a lifetime for me to work with the people that are involved.  I have the opportunity to be the administrator/dataset manager/committee chair over this study and it is intimidating.  I want to do it, but I need to think long and hard about it (something I am not use to doing).

Anywho, I will prevail:)

I am just sick, sick, sick of hearing about another radio host, tv caster, or tv show being discontinued because somebody got their feelings hurt. For crying out loud, get over the past! You claim that someone is being racist because you look for it! You claim that you’re being discriminated against because you seek it out. You are always the one who is being oppressed!  You are always seeking handouts, you can’t move up so you try to bring down anyone that you can.

I am sick of America the Pleasers!!! I am sick!!!! I am white and I am sick of being discriminated against! Our country is so messed up, we are not equal! The whites are the lowest and everyone is above us. We must step aside and watch you take over our country. Our country is being divided, and everytime someone is fired for a Freudian slip, the sea is parted even further. It is only a matter of time people, a matter of time! This country will fall